Wednesday 13 October 2021

The real truth

I am here to post my last and final... mostly prob post. The fact that I have felt this way for so long is because I feel totally broken, totally disconnected, not even family could even understand the issues I face each day I am alive on this planet. A long hard wish is to be connected, cherished, but also known. Am I a forgotten thought? my heart bleeds only to feel that sharp pain deep down. Mentally each day I am finding that all my tears are dried up and the only thing I have to seeing my life is coming to a end. Sorry, PS, I shall hope to rest soon.

Saturday 4 September 2021

Why must I suffer?

The every minute of every day, I lay in the darkness, staring out a grey reflection of just horror and doubt about ever feeling alive. I feel like a ghost drifting through life and seeing only loneiness deep down. If any out there reading this feels the same, you can reach me out on my official telegram group below.

Friday 20 August 2021

Not in the greatest mood!

Hello everyone, today is not a good day for me.

Sunday 8 August 2021

Heatwave again?!

Hello everyone, I just heard that the heatwave is returning the new month or so, the last heatwave was bad enough, what is happening? let me know what you think of this below. thanks.

Now Officially on Telegram!

Hello all, I am now officialy on Telegram.

Wednesday 12 May 2021

Tears and pain

I lay here with tears falling down my cheeks, thoughts of worry rushing through my mind. I try do everything in my human ability to put a smile on every person I see, no matter if deep down I am suffering. I've cried more times then I could count. If only my pains and lonelyness would disappear. I'm sorry, sorry for everything.