Feeling lonely

I am sat on my bed, thoughts racing through my head, I cry nearly every night before shutting my eyes. The only moment I feel happy is the only moment I could ever want is to be understood.

The moment I lost the real me was when I broke into pieces at 14, my mind hasnt at all improved, but my strength each day is what I seem to use in order to keep others happy.

Tonight I feel utter terrible, feels like im near the edge, I feel very lonely, can anybody out there hear me? if so, please make it be heared.

Yours

Jamie